Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Oh That Big Ol' Round Shiny Fat Daddy Sun in Cancer.

Rock me baby. In the Key of G.

Baby .............
What's the matter now?
Are you hungry??
It's only been an hour.
Why aren't you satisfied???????
What's it gonna take, to stop all that cryin
Oh yeah ........ ? ....... ? ............. ?
All that cryin.
I'm gonna stick with you
I'm with you through and through
I'm gonna love you then, just like I love you now
Yes, I do.

Rock me on out in the key of G........

105 Comments:

Blogger Tseka said...

Hej cherie,
I'd buy you a rootbeer float and some cheetos.

4/7/07 3:44 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I'll take the cheetos.

I'm a sucker.

4/7/07 3:47 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

K.

conversation to go with those cheesy things?

4/7/07 3:53 PM  
Blogger jm said...

CONVERSATION?????????

Is that English?

4/7/07 3:55 PM  
Blogger jm said...

The stickinist stickiest wickinnest Wickyness I've ever been in up until now.

4/7/07 3:59 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Jesus God.

4/7/07 3:59 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

A sticky wicket i understand to mean "not good"

would the cool shadows of jazzrapp cafe be preferable?

I have all the time in the world.

4/7/07 4:03 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Me. You. It. Him. Her. Them.

The whole thing. Jesus god.

4/7/07 4:03 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Not good, she asks ????

Not good???

What kind of question is that?

4/7/07 4:04 PM  
Blogger jm said...

As far as the cool shadows of Jazzrap go, they travel very very far.

4/7/07 4:06 PM  
Blogger jm said...

As I've said. I can't explain it. I'm at a loss. Would you like me to continue?

4/7/07 4:08 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

The stickinist stickiest wickinnest Wickyness I've ever been in up until now.
wondering at your meaning is all.

4/7/07 4:10 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Yes, continue, i am listening
here?
or there?

4/7/07 4:11 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Earth to JM.

JM to tseka.

Yes. Ceerrrracckkkkkk! Yes! I think we have a connection.

The question concerns the stickiest wicket.

I think this explains it better than I could myself.

Me. You. It. Him. Her. Them.

4/7/07 4:16 PM  
Blogger jm said...

So much to do. Damned decisions every fool second!

4/7/07 4:18 PM  
Blogger jm said...

And yeah, Btw. Would someone please turn off the goddamned comment tabulator so's we can all have a day off around here! Jesus God! Man and his numbers!

Comment tally vous?

4/7/07 4:21 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Everybody loves everybody!

Nothin' to be afraid of.

4/7/07 4:22 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Actually everyone does not love everbody.

I was informed earlier that i an some kind of terrible.

But someone else came along and thanked me for my heart.

I do not know what is going on for you but this i do know, i thank you for your heart, you have helped me in the past few months beyond measure.

I would return this favor if it were in my power.

4/7/07 4:27 PM  
Blogger jm said...

It's Cancer time, tseka. This is it. Home. You. Uranus in Cancer. It hurts. Cancer. This is not the grand healer of all times. That's another thing. This is the Cancer "soothe the hurt and get to the next moment." Hurt feelings. Cancer. Try being one. Or worse. A Moon. The boo boos.

It is completely within your power to return the favor. Absolutely.

4/7/07 4:35 PM  
Blogger jm said...

We hurt others and we get hurt. That's it. We go on. Forgiveness is the Cancer characteristic unique to her. There are reasons for this. We'll delve when we want to.

4/7/07 4:37 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Every day is a universe into itself. We do a trillion things wrong, some of them big. Everyone. And everyone pays. And everyone gets rewarded for the good acts.

It doesn't really matter. Not really. It works itself out as it goes. And back in. Amazing truth. You can count on it.

4/7/07 4:41 PM  
Blogger jm said...

And guilt? We have to live with it. Each one has her own and if you've noticed, circumstance doesn't seem to alter this. It won't vanish and it won't keep you from joy. It's just there.

4/7/07 4:46 PM  
Blogger jm said...

so I just say, take another breath and another step.

4/7/07 4:48 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Yes the sun is conjunct my uranus today.

I have done something to wound you? This would be unintentional - disappoint you? I am very less than perfect. Very.


It is completely within your power to return the favor. Absolutely.
tell me more?

4/7/07 4:53 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

It won't vanish and it won't keep you from joy. It's just there

Ja, true, the big wounds never go away, when the wind blows just right they ache terribly. We live with them. And some of us are lucky, we are aware of them and still find joy. Most suppress.

Oh my.

Place them in boxes.

hmmmm

4/7/07 4:56 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Dust motes swimming in the dark
Light in boxes from above
An arc forms from the ceiling where
Melodies fall
Colors spill
The audience is encircled
The dust hums in the key of G I sing.
jm

4/7/07 5:01 PM  
Blogger jm said...

My wounds are inconsequential. I'm a Cancer. I know how to take care of them.

This is how you've repayed me.

There is no one capable of creating anything close to real music but Cancer. Music comes from the primordial beat of life, and at birth, we are instinctively rocked back and forth. We have to be. Cancers are meant to rock people in this comfort. The other is passing time. Fill in the blanks.

At this incredible moment of reckoning in my life, today, I have realised again what a great thing this is. Music. And I credit you with being part of this re-awakening.

So thank you.

4/7/07 5:02 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I can't be bothered with all this who did what to whom business. I don't have that much time left on earth and I am ambitious. You'd better believe it. It trips me up, this tally of right and wrong. Everyone knows himself. It's not up to me to say.

4/7/07 5:04 PM  
Blogger jm said...

And OMG. That beautiful poem of mine.

4/7/07 5:05 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Today in the last moments of my Saturn Return I came to an understanding.

I am a musician and I will do my job to the best of my abilities. The path is clear. What I didn't realize until this moment is that the creative work is already largely done. I just have to sing and play it out. Do the rest of the job. Complete circle. As is. Simple. NO BIG DEAL.

And if you have a trillion dollar CD offer, well, I

4/7/07 5:11 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Yes, beautiful poem, as your songs are for me.

I do not have a musical ear. But your words sink deep into me sing with my bloods rhythm.

BTW i am having problems loading blogger...it is very slow....our conversations might be a bit jagged...& that's OK.

4/7/07 5:14 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

What I didn't realize until this moment is that the creative work is already largely done. I just have to sing and play it out. Do the rest of the job. Complete circle. As is. Simple. NO BIG DEAL.

indeed
excellent!!!

4/7/07 5:17 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

And if you have a trillion dollar CD offer, well, I

Ha HA as the saying goes i don't have a pot to pee in...
wish i did. There are so many of great talent i would love to give money away to support their projects. I'd make a better Peggy Guggenheim.

4/7/07 5:20 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Jagged conversations? Of course. Fractured dialogues. Tangents galore and time.

4/7/07 5:20 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I've got three pots to pee in and that's about It!!!!!!

Hallelujah!!!!! Help me out!

4/7/07 5:22 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Peggy Guggenheim!!!

HA HA HA!! What a name! What a mencsh.

4/7/07 5:24 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Ah the blessings of Uranus..

4/7/07 5:25 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Jesus, man. What have I been doing?

4/7/07 5:26 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Uranus. Do you have a minute?

Pluto is opposite mine at the moment. Not that that means anything at all.

And for all you cockamamie astrologers out there who think the outer planet transits aren't important personally! Think again! Clearly this time.

4/7/07 5:29 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Uranus!!! Freedom!

Freedom from the bullshit!!

Freedom from the experts!!! (excluding myself).

Are you for real?

4/7/07 5:35 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Holy! Wait a minute! Isn't something terrible happening or just about to happen. Yes. I believe it is. Holy!!

4/7/07 5:37 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

A new adventure.

4/7/07 5:42 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Just wait till I tell you all. Trouble is nothing but a thing called bad. We've all seen it. We all know it. Come in life.

4/7/07 5:42 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Exactly, tseka. A new adventure.

4/7/07 5:43 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

The cats were complaining so i filled up their dinner dish.

Decided to build a little salad, hmm olives look good too...made me smile, thinking of acousticgod the olive brine drinking musician.

4/7/07 5:44 PM  
Blogger jm said...

jesus god. Why not join with.

And please disregard my christian references if they seem excessive. I like all the names beginning with J.

4/7/07 5:46 PM  
Blogger jm said...

made me smile, thinking of acousticgod the olive brine drinking musician.

Goergeous. simply gorgeous. I do love words.

MORE THAN I LOVE YOU EVEN!!!!

4/7/07 5:48 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Where will I find the strength to do what I need to do?? The road ahead.

Help me Lord!

4/7/07 5:50 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I'm bankin' on Pluto to my Mars. Big time. Strength come in. I want you buddy.

4/7/07 5:51 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Why not join with.

join with the group?
access denied

Join with the circus
hmmm

join with the kindred
ohh
been searching for the circle for a while...seems to be magically forming can almost make it out...maybe...

4/7/07 5:52 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Where will I find the strength to do what I need to do?? The road ahead.

This is a big question JM.

RC and i are seeking some answer that is different than the one we have been using for years. We have stamina and grit and some confidence. But after a period of sliding like a rock across ice and smacking into the snowdrift we each of us is thinking that some modification is necessary. Collaboration. Not easy for individuals.

What we did not notice is how much more difficult success separate from the group is. It dawns on us that in small and large ways the group rewards and helps its own. I look to see that model of success. Very subtle sometimes.

4/7/07 6:02 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

I look at my friends and see an amazing body of talent and skills. How do we put it together? Everything is there just the formatting needs some help.

4/7/07 6:05 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Join with life. That's all you gotta do.

How do we put it together? Everything is there just the formatting needs some help.

Your job. Aquarius Rising. You're already linked to the mechanism.

Strength comes from genuine enthusiasm, something we two are not particularly deficient in. It will be there.

4/7/07 6:10 PM  
Blogger jm said...

The group is sum total of whoever is in your orbit at the time. Not complicated. Don't like 'em? Well.

4/7/07 6:12 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Nowhere is it stated that we are in bondage to anyone. Our free choice is the most magnificent trait we humans have. Maybe the animals have it too. I bet they do.

4/7/07 6:14 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I have completely, totally, absolutely reached my limit.

This ridiculous search for the Truth.

4/7/07 6:19 PM  
Blogger jm said...

You tell me the truth. Anyone. Just once. and I might resume the quest.

4/7/07 6:23 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Ja we seem to have all the puzzle parts, just arrange them.

Are you kidding?
Your job. Aquarius Rising. You're already linked to the mechanism.
MY job? excuse me while i squirm.

4/7/07 6:24 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Yes ma'am. Group coordinator. That's why we need music. To calm the squirm.

4/7/07 6:26 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

I don't believe in TRUTH. Truth always appears to be multifaceted like a diamond.


Integrity, now that is something else.

4/7/07 6:27 PM  
Blogger jm said...

You're damn lucky you didn't pick Aries.

4/7/07 6:28 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Maybe i can enlist my mother, she has great managerial skills.

4/7/07 6:29 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Well, then now we can really begin our conversation. Don't believe in truth? How could you?

4/7/07 6:29 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

What can i say must be that jupiter in Aries in my first house, that makes me say these things.

4/7/07 6:31 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Mommy!!!!!!!!!!!

Managerial skills are honey in the rock. Yes, enlist Mom. Plus with a flexible Gemini mind she is a great great asset.

4/7/07 6:31 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Rhea
never
mommy
as you can see mythically.

4/7/07 6:33 PM  
Blogger jm said...

No I mean, how could anyone believe in the truth? Logically. It's the perfect premise to begin with in conversation.

4/7/07 6:33 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Not to mention Saturn | Moon in the GC
She connects in ways to the collective that i cannot even dream of.

4/7/07 6:34 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Ah yes that makes much more sense.
OK. Well, let the conversation resume.

4/7/07 6:36 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Integrity is a misunderstood word. It means whole. It doesn't necessarily mean good. I think this is one our big big problems.

That the wholeness of ourselves HAS to be good. Not so. Integrity is the just the unification of disparate selves. We need to learn acceptance of the multifaceted nature of it all, politically speaking, if we want better societies.

I've got plenty of integrity. But I'm bad. mean as can be sometimes.

4/7/07 6:38 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Ah yes that makes much more sense.
OK. Well, let the conversation resume.


LOL! I love you! Perfect air. Aquarius anyone?

4/7/07 6:40 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Not to mention Saturn | Moon in the GC
She connects in ways to the collective that i cannot even dream of.


Don't even dream. Oi.

4/7/07 6:41 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

I still love it, the good and the bad. I am different, i guess, i see this as the complementary parts. We accept them, heal. Just as we said earlier the wounds do not disppear but we find joy.

Integrity is not ignoring the multifaceted diamond which is truth perhaps?

Calling Kadimiros, our wizard would have better words.

4/7/07 6:44 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

No she does not dream but then if you are daughter of Uranus and wife of Chronos etc maybe your dreams are of something beyond this human perception?

4/7/07 6:48 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Nope. Humans are fully capable of perceiving it. My opinion. Written in stone.

4/7/07 6:52 PM  
Blogger jm said...

There's no beyond about it. Ancient whatevers. It's all heresay. Our minds are beyond or just within comprehension, really!

4/7/07 6:56 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I just can't believe it all. Here we are, these magnificent human machines with unbridled minds. What are we waiting for??

A dictator, perhaps? Any dictators available?

4/7/07 6:59 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Gee willikers? Am I entirely alone out here?

4/7/07 7:00 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I will repeat, the 4th of July is one holiday I make it a certainty to celebrate. We all have our favorites.

4/7/07 7:01 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Our minds are beyond or just within comprehension, really!

It has always puzzled me as well that she cannot perceive the dreams.

I recognize that some, maybe most have a shield around themselves.

Maybe this is the copper-lined box?

4/7/07 7:05 PM  
Blogger jm said...

And safety? Are you crazy? You all did it. Y'all were born.

4/7/07 7:05 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Of course. She doesn't need the dreams. Your mother's life has been unusual. A mythological dimension.

4/7/07 7:08 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

I've always found it very curious that the US birthday coincides with The Star Sirius.

This is enormous in my mind the absolute power of this, lokibrenna, the brand, the fire of the rebel. Some say chaos. Just part of the whole. The stimulus.

4/7/07 7:09 PM  
Blogger jm said...

look. It's one thing to have the family events she's had that are more than most. It's another thing to have you there to share the magnitude of it all. That's the really unusual part.

4/7/07 7:09 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I can't tell anything. I'm just a simple astrologer. very simple. I can connect a person with a chart and beyond that, I'm at the loss I mentioned before. And getting more disconnected by the minute.

As I mentioned on a previous thread, power is overrated. It's all connected and will be whether we single out any factor or not.

4/7/07 7:14 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Sometimes i think it is not about safety and protection of the "self" at all, that people stay inside. Rather, it occurs to me, it is a protection of the rest.

I am always humbled, and astonished that the bobcats, and Ravens and a bee let me into their circle. They all are in communion with each other it is us who is locked outside.

What do you think. What do your spiders tell you?

4/7/07 7:15 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Now.

The search for some far reaching mystical, mythological answer to the current puzzle, will probably not work. But some people love this adventure. It fries my brains, when the answer is right there plain as day, but I certainly do see the magical element it can add.

4/7/07 7:18 PM  
Blogger jm said...

My spiders!!!! They are the most adorable, generous, curious, fun loving creatures I know. The ones in my house anyway. They let me completely demolish their 20 year basement habitat and seem to carry no resentment whatsoever.

So they haven't locked me out. But of course, I'm honored to be invited into the inner sanctum. We do get along.

4/7/07 7:22 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Shadows are growing long and it is still 110. The drain of the heat. There really is no recovery for months. Are you cool where you are? With your ash who pushes in your front door?

I have an ash at my front door as well. She is a giant. Is yours a Mountain Ash with orange berries?

4/7/07 7:22 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Protection works as a detail in our lives, but the feeling of being exposed to the elements never goes away.

4/7/07 7:24 PM  
Blogger jm said...

No, actually, the heat finally got me. I am indeed, hot.
However, in the desert, the nights brings cool, and I look forward to that. The maple in the back by my bed. The baby.

4/7/07 7:27 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Yes a Mountain Ash with something I can't quite describe. It has grown so much in the last 6 years, So very very much.

4/7/07 7:28 PM  
Blogger jm said...

The cool is descending.

Aaaaahhh.

That Fat Daddy Sun sure gets hot.

4/7/07 7:30 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

The nights are no longer cool here, just less hot.

But still i love to float in the ocean of the winter zodiac as it passes overhead. The milky way never fails to carry me to heaven.

4/7/07 7:32 PM  
Blogger jm said...

The nights are no longer cool here, just less hot.

Heheh. Thank god for relatives.

Yes. the Milky way. What a name. What a place.

4/7/07 7:35 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Going to see the fireworks?

Nothing much here.

On the Rez they would shoot these amazing beauties over the water. No ambient light to distract. Just reflection upon reflection of stardust. A celebration in the dark cedars.

I'm missing home tonight. Must be the cancer?

4/7/07 7:35 PM  
Blogger jm said...

See the fireworks? Depends. If they're going off in front way over yonder, I might take a peek. But the Ash will probably obstruct the view. And I'm not traveling today.

Hear them I will.

We're all missing home.

4/7/07 7:44 PM  
Blogger jm said...

But. I've always been told that I am home with myself as a person, so I might as well take advantage of the opportunity.
Why not?

4/7/07 7:45 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

Yes you are home in yourself.

But i do hear the comfort of the Himalayas still...

It is getting dark out here, until i get my cable for my laptop i'm using the graphics box, time to close for the night.

Thanks for the rootbeer break. Nice after a hot day to sit in the long shadows of the cafe.

Speaking of, i left a little something there...for the joker in your song.

Goodnight jm.

4/7/07 7:50 PM  
Blogger jm said...

I'm headed over.

Good night, tseka.

Happy 4th.

4/7/07 7:53 PM  
Blogger Tseka said...

You bet! My uranian self prefers happpy independence day!1

4/7/07 7:58 PM  
Blogger jm said...

Exactly why it's my favorite holiday. And the cosmic irony of it all. Cancer? Independence?

Makes me smile.

4/7/07 8:01 PM  
Blogger jm said...

My god in heaven. I made it through another Fourth.

Thank you life.

4/7/07 8:05 PM  
Anonymous chrispito said...

I love you two

5/7/07 1:53 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

{{{ragin' uni}}} what chrispito said.
~~sige

6/7/07 4:50 AM  

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