North Node in Scorpio or the Eighth House
The North Node in Scorpio is about penetrating the surface of life and experiencing the fullest intensity of feeling possible. Often through great tribulation they shed the defenses that keep them from touching the most powerful sensations life has, stepping beyond the material into the world of spirit. They encounter change so dramatic, that their previous lives are unrecognizable as they burn the remnants completely for release, ecstasy, and birth into new dimensions.
Burning bridges. One of the most important acts of the Scorpio NNs is parting with what they have, never to return. In reality, what was once valuable is now seen as completely dispensable as they trade used up commodities for spiritual gain. They must burn the past because of a tendency to go back and grasp what they used for security previously. The more they return, the more satisfaction is lost until they finally are empty and ready to refill with something entirely new. This is one of their most profound joys, when the bridge is crossed and gone. Almost impossible not to fear, but the relief, worth the chance.
Merging and sharing. NN Scorpios want to cross all boundaries in relationship and find complete union with others. What they fear the most is loss, but what they find is exponential gain as the mergers add to their banks more than they ever possessed before, often materially, as well. Easy and natural support. No more endless work for a penny, as survival now comes with no excess effort, and help is always there when needed. They are ready to accept input and put their trust in others. The energy they give is boundless. No one can empower another more than a NN Scorpio.
Investment and delayed gratification. These people, who have consumed their share, are now ready to delay immediate gratification, investing their energy for later use, as it grows in the pot continuously. The input of others again leads to exponential gain. They start to trust the future.
Ability to face pain, turbulence, insecurity, and crisis. The perfect guide through troubled waters. They welcome painful experience as the only way to heal longstanding wounds. They are not afraid to dig if they must into the dark recesses to root out what festers and impedes their complete health and well-being. They instinctively give all they have to help others through crisis situations, and receive the same in return. Loyalty and trust are a fact. And secrets are safe.
Emotional honesty. NN scorpios go underneath the layers we construct for approval to touch the genuine and deep, unafraid of truth in emotional expression. Gutteral and visceral. This makes them great assets in the most important of life's events, such as death. They are experts in these processes and can help others through skillfully. The difficulties of all humans are known to them.
Psychological insight and healing. They understand human behavior and know how to help others heal the wounds in their psyches. Magnetism, magic, and real medicinal power are theirs. It often takes some getting used to, being valued for these kinds of things for real, but it can be done. A value make-over will do it.
Earth to water. The rigid form of earth is coming to the fluidity of water. The boundaries that separate, isolate and contain are being exchanged for emotional contact and disintegrating of boundaries.
Productivity to creativity. The hard make-a-buck life of Taurus with all its practicality is now ready to embrace creativity, even without the tangible exchange in sight. Acts are initiated and completed for the ecstasy of the creative sensation itself.
Self-mastery. NN in Scorpios are concerned with impulse control and management of desires. They are fully aware of the life force that courses through all creatures and they revel in circulating the energy and feeling the continuous power. Harnessed energy, transmogrification of the physical into other appetites.
Transformation and rebirth. I think of the chrysalis and the emergence of the most beautiful creature imaginable. Perhaps only a Scorpio can go into the dark enclosure so completely and change so dramatically. The world of the senses then travels into expanded dimensions as they consume spiritual nourishment and experience grace and beauty in a new way. A profound pleasure of the highest order.
Scorpio is especially important as it is the bridge to the transpersonal sector of the wheel after material attachment and interpersonal merging have been fully comprehended. The human is now ready to go into broader and higher dimensions for the rest of the journey. I think Scorpio is the gateway, so shedding earthly encumberance is essential for full participation. Having ancient memory of earthiness and gravity, they are now ready to venture into these other dimensions, using their experience as ballast. NN Scorpios are guides through the infernal fires, across the poison waters, and into the land that holds life's deepest satisfactions. The greatest and well-deserved treasures are theirs, and by the grace of fortune...ours, too.
Illustrations from top: Lynn Curlee, Chris Van Allsburg, Scott Grimando.
Burning bridges. One of the most important acts of the Scorpio NNs is parting with what they have, never to return. In reality, what was once valuable is now seen as completely dispensable as they trade used up commodities for spiritual gain. They must burn the past because of a tendency to go back and grasp what they used for security previously. The more they return, the more satisfaction is lost until they finally are empty and ready to refill with something entirely new. This is one of their most profound joys, when the bridge is crossed and gone. Almost impossible not to fear, but the relief, worth the chance.
Merging and sharing. NN Scorpios want to cross all boundaries in relationship and find complete union with others. What they fear the most is loss, but what they find is exponential gain as the mergers add to their banks more than they ever possessed before, often materially, as well. Easy and natural support. No more endless work for a penny, as survival now comes with no excess effort, and help is always there when needed. They are ready to accept input and put their trust in others. The energy they give is boundless. No one can empower another more than a NN Scorpio.
Investment and delayed gratification. These people, who have consumed their share, are now ready to delay immediate gratification, investing their energy for later use, as it grows in the pot continuously. The input of others again leads to exponential gain. They start to trust the future.
Ability to face pain, turbulence, insecurity, and crisis. The perfect guide through troubled waters. They welcome painful experience as the only way to heal longstanding wounds. They are not afraid to dig if they must into the dark recesses to root out what festers and impedes their complete health and well-being. They instinctively give all they have to help others through crisis situations, and receive the same in return. Loyalty and trust are a fact. And secrets are safe.
Emotional honesty. NN scorpios go underneath the layers we construct for approval to touch the genuine and deep, unafraid of truth in emotional expression. Gutteral and visceral. This makes them great assets in the most important of life's events, such as death. They are experts in these processes and can help others through skillfully. The difficulties of all humans are known to them.
Psychological insight and healing. They understand human behavior and know how to help others heal the wounds in their psyches. Magnetism, magic, and real medicinal power are theirs. It often takes some getting used to, being valued for these kinds of things for real, but it can be done. A value make-over will do it.
Earth to water. The rigid form of earth is coming to the fluidity of water. The boundaries that separate, isolate and contain are being exchanged for emotional contact and disintegrating of boundaries.
Productivity to creativity. The hard make-a-buck life of Taurus with all its practicality is now ready to embrace creativity, even without the tangible exchange in sight. Acts are initiated and completed for the ecstasy of the creative sensation itself.
Self-mastery. NN in Scorpios are concerned with impulse control and management of desires. They are fully aware of the life force that courses through all creatures and they revel in circulating the energy and feeling the continuous power. Harnessed energy, transmogrification of the physical into other appetites.
Transformation and rebirth. I think of the chrysalis and the emergence of the most beautiful creature imaginable. Perhaps only a Scorpio can go into the dark enclosure so completely and change so dramatically. The world of the senses then travels into expanded dimensions as they consume spiritual nourishment and experience grace and beauty in a new way. A profound pleasure of the highest order.
Scorpio is especially important as it is the bridge to the transpersonal sector of the wheel after material attachment and interpersonal merging have been fully comprehended. The human is now ready to go into broader and higher dimensions for the rest of the journey. I think Scorpio is the gateway, so shedding earthly encumberance is essential for full participation. Having ancient memory of earthiness and gravity, they are now ready to venture into these other dimensions, using their experience as ballast. NN Scorpios are guides through the infernal fires, across the poison waters, and into the land that holds life's deepest satisfactions. The greatest and well-deserved treasures are theirs, and by the grace of fortune...ours, too.
Illustrations from top: Lynn Curlee, Chris Van Allsburg, Scott Grimando.
173 Comments:
Okay--this is definitely book material--I am cutting and pasting it all to keep as a reference..I am an astrologer-- you need a publisher!! Thanks!
Madeline
Yes indeed jm! You could certainly benefit from a publisher!!!
I am a NN in Taurus in the 8th, and a SN in Scorpio in the 2nd. Life has been interesting. What do you think?
You are just wonderous jm. You are a treasure.
Rememver those cherry pits always grow new cherries. Life ever renewing. ;-)
Astrid
PS If you ever wish to e-mail, tseka and Diane can give it to you.
BTW, today is Fat Tuesday! Mardi Gras!
Let The Good Times Roll
B.B. King, Bobby Bland
Hey everybody, let's have some fun
You only live for once
And when you're dead you're done
So let the good times roll, let the good times roll
And live a long long
I don't care if you are young or old no no,
\get together and let the good times roll
Don't stand there moaning, talking trash
If you wanna have some fun,
You'd better go out and spend some cash
And let the good time roll
Let the good time roll
I don't care if you young or old,
Get together and let the good times roll
Don't stand there moaning, talking trash
If you wanna have some fun,
You'd better go out and spend some cash
And let the good time roll
Let the good time roll
I don't care if you young or old,
Get together and let the good times roll
Hey mister landlord, lock up all the doors
When the police comes around,
Tell them Johnny's coming down
Let the good times roll
Let the good times roll
And Lord I don't care if you young or old,
That's good enough to let the good times roll
Hey everybody!
Tell everybody !
That B.B. and Bobby's in town
I got a dollar and a quarter
And I'm just raring to clown
Don't let nobody play me cheap
I got fifty cents to know that I'm gonna keep
Let the good times roll
I don't care if you young or old
Let's get together and let the good times roll
Forgot to sign...Astrid
OMG JM this is beyond astounding!!!!
brava!
It touches me deeply.
Rememver those cherry pits always grow new cherries.
Oh man. Just the words I needed this morning.
Thank you Astrid.
Now... print and read over breakfast... Thank you once more Jm.
WOW!! jm, you just keep getting better & better with each posting on the Nodes!! The illustrations add that extra something to enhance the whole. See, another astrologer is chiming in on Book!!
From my perspective on Scorpio (just dawned on me why I have that Uranus quincux Merc in Scorpio conjunct ASC - to help articulate the Scorpio experience, duh!!!!) now, where was I . . . oh yes! When it comes to Scorpio, it is very important to stress their ability to undergo the most profound transformations at any point in their lives. I have witnessed this first hand time & again. The ability to assimilate the necessary ingredients to fuel that transformation is uncanny. So you Scorps out there who are feeling trapped in your current circumstances, do not doubt you can turn those around from within!! This also applies to all Pluto ruled people who don't see lots of Scorpio in their charts . . .
I second the motion on the ability & finality of the burning bridges. And what a pain in the *&^ a Scorp type can be when they're holding on instead of burning the damn bridges!!! :-)
Keep on doing what you're doing, jm . . . your many fans out here in blogdhad are cheering you on!
Yeah, jm, you need to get this material into a book. I'd buy it, new even, (and that's saying something, most of my current reading is gleaned from the $3 bin in front of the local bookstore...)Thank you for working your ideas out on us guinea pigs (snuffle, snort!):), Juno
Echoing Juno and all the others.
And! Getting a book on nodes published ought to be a cinch now that Lutin has blazed a trail and built an appetite in the market.
You've got solid material
+ The market is ripe
= Smart business prospect for any serious publisher
Madeline hill! Thank you so much for your comment. This is starting the ball rolling as Pluto in Capricorn moves on in and up to my MC to get me there. I thought of publishing later, but maybe now is the time.
Astrid, OMG. What a nodal arrangement.I have the SN Scorpio too. Just wait until I unleash there. I am very interested in your story.
Hahahahaha!!!
Don't stand there moaning, talking trash
If you wanna have some fun,
You'd better go out and spend some cash
South Node in Scorpio exactly!!!!
Another favorite of mine. Bobby Bland. You've got good taste and really know the blues.
I got a dollar and a quarter
And I'm just raring to clown
Don't let nobody play me cheap
I got fifty cents to know that I'm gonna keep
Let the good times roll
So right about the pits!
Astrid, let me know if you want to do your chart. I understand if not. In that case, nothing needs to be said.
NN Taurus in the 8th is great, as complicated as it seems. Lots of pleasure. The good life if you want it. Money from creativity, along with support as an artist, after getting free from fear around money.
Thanks for the NN in Taurus tune. The blues just got brighter!
tseka, you aren't the hardest woman in the world to touch. I'm deeply pleased, nonetheless.
The ability to assimilate the necessary ingredients to fuel that transformation is uncanny.
Now that's food for thought.
I'd buy it, new even, (and that's saying something, most of my current reading is gleaned from the $3 bin in front of the local bookstore..
LOL!!!! Juno! That's what I want! Out of the $3 bin.
Dory Previn had a great line in her poem about Jesus and suicide in a cheap hotel room:
Ain't no resurrectin the $3 dead
Jane, see what you got kicked off??? Where do I begin with a publisher? Jupiter return in the 9th won't hurt!
This is wonderful, surprising, and beyond anything I could have imagined. A big curve has been thrown. It's a journey for me and the destination is completely unknown at the moment. I know how much I love astrology and have been extremely frustrated trying to communicate it. I suppose the Pluto transit to my 3rd/9th did the job. Pluto's a good one.
I was hoping to do this then leave it and go on to my music career, but maybe fate/destiny/myself have other ideas.
In the meantime, thank you for being here. I'm rich. Of course, my NN in Taurus doesn't think so. Not yet.
Where do I begin with a publisher? Jupiter return in the 9th won't hurt!
I've got Jupiter in the 9th conjunct my MC. Mayhaps I ought to open a publishing house?! :-D
(No. I have other plans.)
I was hoping to do this then leave it and go on to my music career
There is no reason for this to be an 'either or'.
Each is a multi-step journey.
You ~can~ move forward on both at the same time.
I have my NN in the 8th in Capricorn. It would seem that my security urge is insanely intense having SN in Cancer in the 2nd. What would you say about this? Do you have any sort of advice for breaking out of this cocoon? Do you have any sort of reconciliation for the movement from Earth to Water while simultaneously moving from Water to Earth? I dream about the breaking through this every day. I just don't feel like I have any way of discerning what risks I'm supposed to take. (Cap Sun, Virgo Moon, Gemini Ascendant - December 26, 1972 at 2:34 in Orange, CA)
Well, someone else suggested this even before the nodes. So I suppose I just contact and submit. Just that simple.
"JM: The Singing Astrologer" :-)
Your music audience will buy your Node book.
Your Node fans will by your music CDs.
Double bang for your marketing buck and energy expenditure.
:-)
You ~can~ move forward on both at the same time.
Tough one for me. I like to do one thing at a time. I am expert juggler, but I hate it. Maybe this old dog should be flexible and GET GOING!!!!
ag, welcome. let me look at this.
DOUBLE BANG!!!!!! YES!!!!
You know, the music part is really easy. Just take the shit out, set it up, and play.
Ag.
It would seem that my security urge is insanely intense having SN in Cancer in the 2nd. What would you say about this?
Couldn't have said it better. In fact, it sounds like me.
SN in Cancer is awful. Would you like me to do your chart as an example, ag?
I'll run your chart in awhile. The NN in cap is goin to get Pluto, and this would be the perfect time to break out of the cacoon. Absolutely perfect. preparation and awareness help tremendously.
You know, the music part is really easy. Just take the shit out, set it up, and play.
:-D
just don't feel like I have any way of discerning what risks I'm supposed to take.
The moon in Virgo is a worry wart, trying to analyze and cautiously do the right thing. I don't think it's a matter of what risk it is specifically. That will come automatically if you release and take any risk in general. It's the feralessness itself and the readiness for change. Then it will fall into place.
I'll take a close look with Pluto coming up in your life. All about the 8th house transformation.
The movement from water is from too much dependency in Cancer, and more toward equal merging in the 8th. The extent of the Cancer undertow is hard for anyone else to imagine. It's strong and annoying to say the least. It takes a mighty effort not to give in to the pull back down and away from change.
You like that one, jane? I can get right to the point with you. Very good.
JM: The Singing Astrologer" :-)
LOL!! An evening of song among the stars
Dancing on Neptune
The Star Singer
Blues on Saturn
Deep and Low in the Heavens
Some marketing ideas.
:-D xo
...
Back to the publishing thing...
Unless you want to self-publish (pros and cons either way), if you go with a recognized publisher (which in your case I recommend), the process usually takes a few years. There will be patches that require your involvement and patches where you will have to simply wait around while other people do their jobs. It's in those lulls that you move the music forward.
(I know, I have an acquaintance in this process at the moment.)
I vote for Our Lady of Nodes. :o)
OMG. Lady Sings the Nodes!
OMG! There it is!
With a sly bow to your fondness for the old hits, ya know!
There will be patches that require your involvement and patches where you will have to simply wait around while other people do their jobs. It's in those lulls that you move the music forward.
This is perfect!!!!! Thank you. Then I could really do both. I agree about a known publisher. I need to look and pick.
Joe!!!!! You genius! That's it!
Lady Sings the Nodes!
Only one little problem though. I hope they won't confuse it with the throat nodes that grow on all the screaming singers and have to be surgically removed. You'd be shocked if you knew how many.
And the old hits! They're a problem. They are often so hokey cornball, and I have to be in the right mood.
This is really exciting. I was adamant about waiting. But if I do, I'll lose motivation. Maybe this would fuel the music career. Any advice you have will be treasured, and possibly even followed..:-) Something new for me!
Then to top it all off....
Today I get a call...Rrrrring!
It's the SN in Taurus in my life calling about an extreme emergency about...guess what?
MONEY! Someone doing her a dirty deed, with jealousy and all the goodies involved. Creative project not being payed for. Wasted time and effort.
What can I say?
You're on a roll right now with these here nodes. Use the momentum.
jm, Blogger is being kind to my computer. Could it be they have fixed the problems??
As soon as you start the energy rolling, the energy will bloom and follow. If you know anyone in the publishing business you might give them a look at your blog. Writing what you know.
I'm so glad you love the song. The blues are anything but, for some lovely reason.
Astrid
"Take a look at your natural river. What are you? Stop playing games with yourself. Where's your river going? Are you riding with it? Or are you rowing against it? Don't you see that there is no effort if you're riding with your river?" -- Frederick Carl Frieseke
"At first, I am giving energy to the creation, but later the creation seems to be giving energy to me." -- Robert Fritz
"Use it or lose it."
Ha ha!! Astrid I'm delighted! What a special treat.
Blogger is being kind to my computer. Could it be they have fixed the problems??
Something's fixing the problems! Glory be.
Blogger is alive and real.
I know s/he is looking out for us, even if it hurts sometimes. What a force.
So funny.
Good idea about the blog. If I firmly make the decision it will fall into place.
I'm so glad you love the song. The blues are anything but, for some lovely reason.
OMG. Ain't it the TRUTH. Blues grew from the defiance and transcendence of suffering. Triumph and joy. They had to have it, the oppression was so real. Dancing was a very large part of it, so the music has irresistible rhythm, one of the sources of its joy. Also the religious ecstasy that was so much a part of their culture. And very very funny at times. Their use of language is unique.
""Use it or lose it." ...Jane
Don't you mean
Find it and use it
or
Use it and lose it?
Aw,man. Just DO IT!
"Use it or lose it."
As in: a limb that is not used atrophies. (Darwin!) :-)
Momentum that is not fed atrophies and dies.
Do it! Yes!!! :-)
At first, I am giving energy to the creation, but later the creation seems to be giving energy to me.
North Node in Scorpio.
Another piece of great news. The SN Taurus who called is anti-astrology, but today, she asked for an astro-breakdown on the person she's dealing with. Gave me the birthday. never done before. Something is up in the universe.
With Saturn finishing in Leo, the world looks interesting to me.
The masses create their stars. They come from the society's protoplasm to fulfill the needs of the time. When I see what they have now I have to work hard not to puke. Spears is a Sagittarius, for example, and she's getting more disgusting by the minute. Probably a sign of something ending with Pluto in Sag. All the others are so consumed with hate and fear that it's become ludicrous. I'm back to just my local newspaper, which has a little self control.
There are always the ones waiting in the wings and it has to be a meeting of timing and talent for the good ones to be elevated. Saturn in Leo has honed this. I know this society is disappointed with their celebrities right now. All I can hope for is that the astro changes coming up will herald a new crop of stars with more dignity.
The Blues are uniquely American. The suffering, rebelliousness and celebration is from this soil, and the spirit of the songs are so magnificent, they are embraced all over our planet. The Blues may be one of the best things our people have gifted to the world. Such a wonderful version of real...in man's world, but transporting. There really is no way I know to describe it, but it makes me sing from my heart.
If you want to keep your writing separate from your music, lots of books are written with pen names. You're free!!
Astrid
Something is up in the universe.
Yes, something has been unfolding at my end too. My disappeared lover reappeared (briefly) last night, after 3 weeks MIA. Long story. Your post and Neith's comment about me needing to burn bridges stared me in the face when I logged on, having already come to that conclusion myself. Burning bridges is an issue for me. True to my node.
She's got Merc and Venus in 12H. Jup and Chiron in Pisces. Etc. etc. Are we surprised?
Her NN is in 2H, the inverse of me.
My 2H (SN) is anchored in Pisces (disappearing acts). Heheh.
She (let's call her HereGone) and Dancing Queen (see my blog) and I all were in that same past life (slaves in Deep South).
The masses create their stars.
Can you imagine what it must be like to be Brittany Spears? She was a teenagers used and abused by marketers, paid more money than god, and hounded by the press as they watched her every move. These are the seeds of destruction. Our society sets them up just to adore them, just before the are personally ruined, and the same people throw rotten tomatoes at them. Save us all from too much fame.
Astrid
The suffering, rebelliousness and celebration is from this soil, and the spirit of the songs are so magnificent, they are embraced all over our planet. The Blues may be one of the best things our people have gifted to the world.
Astrid! I'm so glad blogger is being kind!!! What a beautiful statement.
I have often marveled at the global influence of this handful of dedicated musicians from the backwoods and swamps of this country. I am proud.
Pen names, yes. FREEDOM! YES!
FREEDOM! YES!
Your Uranus is showing!! ;-P :-D
Or is that that shy, retiring Cancer of yours? ;-) :-D
Pen names, yes.
Hiding behind a pen name...
OMG Astrid! How wise you are. Praise Blogger!
Our society sets them up just to adore them, just before the are personally ruined, and the same people throw rotten tomatoes at them. Save us all from too much fame.
This is one of my studies. Charlie Chaplin covered it in his movie Limelight. This is truth. The audience sets them up for the fall. The lure of fame is too huge to contemplate, and once they get caught in the wheel they are doomed. I don't know if anyone can escape this cycle. Fame is probably best avoided. Sensible recognition might be better.
I'm not certain, though. George Bernard Shaw seemed to do OK, but maybe I don't know the whole story.
We have to question our reasons for wanting this much attention. And it is fact that the audience goes for the throat. It's mutual hate with lots of money being flung. It's bondage.
The intensity of the emotional violence in the arena astounds me. Pluto must be a big player in this game. It all stems from the inner void, and after the promise of fulfillment comes the real emptiness, rage, and despair, played out every day before us. How can people hate that much? How can they blame that much?
This is the NN in Scorpio. When the needle gets to true empty, and the spiritual can finally enter.
I wonder what next year will bring as Pluto crosses borders.
JM,
Of course you can use my chart as an example. These issues are pressing on my mind quite a bit lately. These nodes are like paralysis.
If you want any background on me, or what I'm going through, let me know.
I'm very glad that you replied. I'm also interested in your take on my Saturn in Gemini in the 1st.
Thanks a lot
Ag, wonderful! And this is amazing.
Joe, who posts magnificently here when his Saturn in the 1st lets him:-)... has the same thing. Gemini rising, Saturn there, NN in Cap in the 8th. This is fantastic. I can do yours together and see how the differences and similarities play. What a gold mine I've encountered.
I could write a book on saturn, and the way things are going, I just might. my favorite sign is Gemini, so I have a LOT to say about saturn in Gem. I'm so glad you are open to this revelation. I think exposing ourselves to the light is part of solving the dilemmas.
I'll get to Saturn in Gem shortly. It will figure into your nodes, too, as the NN is ruled by Saturn.
perhaps we should stop for a moment on this ever interesting NN in Scorpio and delve into charts. I hope everybody is ready to dig in, down, and deep.
These nodes are like paralysis.
Ag, I'm so glad you came. Once again, I couldn't have said it better. Your Saturn in Gemini. Just the right words, not too many.
jm, George Bernard Shaw probably didn't start out as a teenage supestar, and the press didn't have the force it has now. He probably had balance in his life. That's the key I think...balance and taking it one day at a time. Of course giving up greed is a big one.
My computer is messing up now. I just restarted it a couple of times, so I'm gotta leave blogger for a while. I can read with no problem, but posting is more interactive and Blogger doesn't like my IP yet.
Thank you Astrid!!! Can't wait til that mean ol' Blogger lets you back in!
You're right about GBS. An evolved Leo.
Of course giving up greed is a big one.
Essential. The key.
Which brings to mind one of my near future blues tunes. It's going to be about the "vagaries" of Blogger.
the "vagaries" of Blogger.
As you know, it doesn't like me much either...
Don't let that Moon in Cancer take it personally. Blogger LOVES everybody.
perhaps we should stop for a moment on this ever interesting NN in Scorpio and delve into charts.
...
until they finally are empty and ready to refill with something entirely new.
That is exactly where I'm at with my life.
I think Blogger is a trickster though. It's all in the game.
They welcome painful experience as the only way to heal longstanding wounds. They are not afraid to dig if they must into the dark recesses to root out what festers and impedes their complete health and well-being.
That's me indeed.
They instinctively give all they have to help others through crisis situations
Yep. Me.
Pluto is really ending this generational passage through Sag. The emptiness or fulfillment of our religious lives are now apparent. Bush has a SN in Sagittarius and he came to lead this country out, and purge some of the hypocrisy. We had to see it first.
For NN in Scorps, I would think they are especially attuned to the Pluto crossings. This is a good time to think about refilling with the good stuff.
This makes them great assets in the most important of life's events, such as death.
I have always been totally ok with death. Never understood that 'fear of death' that everybody talks about/has.
I was 10 when my 6 year old brother died. I was totally ok with his passing. Couldn't understand what everybody else's problem was.
Today I understand the grief of those left behind, but I'm still ok with death itself and always rejoice for those who get to go on.
I think Blogger is a trickster though.
Ha! I'd like to see Blogger's chart!!! :-D
Wouldn't that be fun????
Someone get the date!!!!
Jane, this is one of the most important parts.
but I'm still ok with death itself and always rejoice for those who get to go on.
I say the dead are the lucky ones. They always leave when we are ready and the real legacy is the knowledge they leave us with. I cry at weddings, not funerals. SN in the 7th..:-)
transmogrification
'Transmogrify' has been a favorite word of mine ever since I discovered it.
With my loaded Scorp chart, I'm ALL about transmogrification. Incessant. It's an ongoing, lifelong thing.
Also, because of the way my chart is laid out, my entire life has been, is, and will continue to be until I die... one long uninterrupted Pluto transit... either by conjunction, square or opposition (trines and sextiles too, of course).
I *am* Pluto/Scorp/8H. I live it, breathe it, eat it...
I cry at weddings, not funerals.
ditto
To me, we are swallowed by life at birth and sent down its digestive tract with all the cramp and release of peristalsis. Then we are released at the end to death and freedom. I think that moment is the ecstasy we live for. I saw it in my partner's eyes when he died and will not forget.
One night my beloved Aquarian friend and I came up with a theory...that we are reborn just to experience the great moment of death again and again.
I'm completely madly in love with that word..transmogrify.
One night my beloved Aquarian friend and I came up with a theory...that we are reborn just to experience the great moment of death again and again.
I would have liked and loved him, I think.
I'm completely madly in love with that word..transmogrify.
You're the first person I ever encounter who uses it (or even knows of it). Warms my heart, somehow. A kindred spirit.
I've been highly critical of people and society through the years, but I think I'm ready to take another view. Judging from the interest in the Nodes of the Moon, I can see that people are genuinely interested in the noble apsects of life that promise growth and health.
It might be time for me to turn my full attention to such people. It is a great reward to know this yearning is so alive.
Your Saturn in Gemini. Just the right words, not too many.
Saturn's also in opposition with Mercury, which I've heard makes me concise. I do often attempt to convey exactly what I mean in one go.
I'm glad to have found your blog.
"Cucumbers that were ultimately transmogrified into pickles."
Just had to post that!!
Send lovely energy to my computer please.
Astrid
Laughing at Astrid's transmog'd cukes!! :-D What absolutely delightful people here...
I've been highly critical of people and society through the years, but I think I'm ready to take another view. Judging from the interest in the Nodes of the Moon, I can see that people are genuinely interested in the noble apsects of life that promise growth and health.
It might be time for me to turn my full attention to such people. It is a great reward to know this yearning is so alive.
I was like you, jm, until not that long ago. I have changed (transmogged), and continue to... I like the new me and my new view a whole lot better, and have been living some amazing experiences as a consequence... xo
Yes, Jane. You would love my Aquarian angel. Venus in Pisces. Kindred spirit too. Had no impulse to hurt others, just bangs up his own body in the sea sometimes, surfing, waterskiing. SN Capricorn in the 12th.
A loving man.
Send lovely energy to my computer please.
Glad to oblige! :-) xo
~sending...............~
ag, good news. We could use a little brevity around here!!!!!!
Welcome to Raging Universe!
Astrid!!!!! You're back so soon, you little pickle, you!
I'm happy again!
smiling and winking at your Aquarian angel 'out there'... :-) xo
Yo Ag! Hello! :-)
OMG, another Saturn in the first house and Gemini ASC and NN Cap. jm, this is unreal!
ag, glad to make your acquaintance.
Hugs and kisses to (((((astrid's computer!))))
Transmogged!!!!!!!
Our new word!!!!
Joe!! Ain't it somethin' though????
Life, man.
You too, Joe :)
What in blazes are we all plugged into, with all this wild energy? It couldn't JUST be Uranus.
Oh fer...It's the MOON IN ARIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Pisces time has arrived. Start dreaming.
I cry at weddings, not funerals. SN in the 7th..:-)
Me too..my south node in 7th is responsible eh? How 'bout bagpipes? That's the worst! Streams of tears.
Hahahahahaa!!! My sides are getting a workout.
Bagpipes are beyond description! OMG. Whatever is in the Scotman's psyche?
Even a gown with all its lace and seed pearls will start the flow. And on the church steps? Forget it!
I'm really agog at what i'm finding here today. OH oh oh...A celebration of creativity of highest order. I just love it. Oh oh oh just a little jig. This stuff makes me silly happy when my friends get acknowledged. There is never enough, never too much.
Truth is JM you have already written and published. This content is copyright material. You have several options: you can collate and polish your blog articles, flog them as a series to magazines such as Mountain astrologer or online ones such as Star IQ. These will expand your readership and name recognition build desire for when you publish the BOOK.
I second that!
Tseka. My cat. Can't even descibe his greatness. His name was Gogs.
This is such practical advice. Slow and steady. Coming out of hiding was the hard part. But I do have to get serious. I think.
There is never enough, never too much.
Wisdom from the ethers.
smiling wide wide wide and loving what is unfolding here
lot to think about. My name for one. God I hope it all comes to me with my crazy Mars/Neptune the way it is Trying to find a straight path.
I think with my SN in Scorpio which can accept help, I just have to proceed and hope I will be guided. The NN in Taurus is ready for actualization after the Pluto transit. If I just get started I should be all right. So many people, places, publishers, eyes, ears, mouths....TOO MUCH!!!!!
SO.
Calm down. Deep breath. Relax. Ohhhmmmmm. Slow and steady. Breathe. Relax. Ohhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
So many people, places, publishers, eyes, ears, mouths....TOO MUCH!!!!!
Go to your Earth spots. Ground yourself. Terra firma. Baby steps. One baby step at a time. xo
We cross-posted.
What you said as I was typing. Yes. xo
Are you a list maker?
Making lists can be helpful.
Brain dump. Unburdens your brain. Helps you relax, knowing everything is captured on paper.
Start a Book file, to capture all ideas and to do's.
Ditto a Music file.
Remember jm, you don't have to do any of it, but you can. I love to read your posts, as so many of us do, so...you have something beautiful to offer if you want to put the effort out there. Nothing forced, just given.
Heloooooo tseka!
Astrid
Possible game plan for this baby.
1.finish Node series.
2. Make firm decision and raise antennae in publishing direction.
3. Get published, stabilized, and slightly famous.
4.Be so happy I will automatically be singing...to the bank and beyond.
Have fun!!
Astrid
Yes. I am a dedicated list maker.
Astrid, you angel. Thank you for this bit of wisdom. This is true. Nothing should be forced. If it doesn't feel good and comfortable, I can forget it. NN in Taurus.
True to my Uranian life, this is entirely new. I have zero experience. I love this high wire thrill, jumping into the complete unknown, but now I have to get my bearings as each turn is unexpected and I have to figure out what the hell is happening moment to moment.
Life is full of surprises, I always say. Little did I really know.
What on earth am I going to do when Uranus crosses my ASC? Maybe become an electrician.
LOL! Life is just a bowl of cherries. Just live and laugh at it all....
Astrid
If it doesn't feel good and comfortable, I can forget it.
Absolutely.
There are enough things in this life that we 'have to' do -- 'have to' being imposed from the exterior...
The book and the music both -- you ought to do because you 'have to', but from an ~interior~ 'have to'...
Maybe become an electrician
"JM: The Singing Stargazing Electrician!"
"JM: The Singing Stargazing Electrician!"
'Cherries compliments of the house.'
O those cherries!!!!!! I can taste the sour sweetness right now.
Hell! I'm going to take out the pits, douse them with sugar, and make a pie!
Add deep dark rich creamed coffee and write a masterpiece.
You'll need to get a spittoon for the pits!!
Cross-posted again! :-D
The book and music are doing me. I have nothing to do with it. I'm just following orders, good girl that I am..:)
I'm being used by life!! Well. It's a good thing I trust the Mother.
I trust the Mother.
Yes indeed! :-)
Astrid
I've got a couple of things to do, but I'll be back in a mo to run some charts and see what's up.
This has been a wonderful day. I'm overwhelmned with the support. This is a perfect display of the NN in Scorpio. All the merged energy. We can do so much. And we will.
I'm very very excited about life now. I'm not a finisher. So I think the most logical next step is to finish the damn things!
Thank you so so so so so...aw heck!
And thank you Blogger for letting my loved ones in!!!!!
I guess my post got lost. When did you start your blog?
"I'm not a finisher."
Ah, now, there could be something else in that. Maybe you just have a unique approach. The ideas have been developing within you. When you touch them, you can feel and read their shapes, perhaps like wildflowers or midnight stars. They can unfold out of daily living, like a song or a poem unfolds from the flow of life, and it doesn't have to be a linear process. Each piece can fall into place when you look for it to do so. Finishing might not be the main goal. If it isn't, maybe it will happen anyway, or something better. But it oughta be fun. :-)
But it oughta be fun.
I'm with kadi! :-)
Oh Kadimiros, you speak straight to my heart. I was never good at finishing anything either. So i gave it up and now it is all, just as you so eloquently say, process, just life unfolding.
My Virgo moon. She wants to polish toooo much. She surrendered to deadlines. A friend asked me the other day if the painting i just finished was a keeper, did i love it. A keeper, yes. Love it, no. Why, he wanted to know would it be finished if i do not love it? Because i would still be working on the same piece i began 40 years ago. Maybe there are a handful of paintings that i have loved. They are all now my teachers, part of the process not an end result. And that i can easily live with.
Ag. I started my blog on my last birthday. July, 18, 2006.
Finishing might not be the main goal. If it isn't, maybe it will happen anyway, or something better. But it oughta be fun.
Not a goal at all. I'm a process person. It's all desire with me. If I really want to finish something I will. My chart is filled with tangents and distractions where I find creative fulfillment, so I have no problem going. Following whims.
Performance is coming up though. If I want it enough I will finish SOMETHING!
Simple tasks I sometimes finish, but even those have some loose ends.
A friend asked me the other day if the painting i just finished was a keeper, did i love it. A keeper, yes. Love it, no.
Tseka, tseka, tseka. Do I ever know this one. I don't love what I've done. I love what I haven't done and might do. As soon as I start a work, the initial joy diminishes as it goes. about midway, I'm longing for the next one. never ever does the re-creation come near the initial birth. Those are the highest moments of my life. And this is why I have no desire to record.
Maybe there are a handful of paintings that i have loved. They are all now my teachers, part of the process not an end result.
This is the truth.
What I love the most is the coming into reality of the vision. Like a darkroom. That is my joy in life. That short moment.
Nothing is ever really finished.
And this is the JM Project. :-)
LOL! The infinite project that never ends! Of course. You make so much sense.
But.....
I need a van to cart my gear. That means money. Doesn't that mean entering the material realm and finishing like everyone is supposed to do?
Etta James
Astrid
this is how it goes in a Mars/Neptune's convoluted life.
Hunger strikes.
A salad comes to mind.
The iceberg lettuce is shredded and put on the plate.
Something upstairs calls. A little later the green lettuce is added.
Something downstairs calls.
A half hour goes by and the red leaf lettuce is added. Now we're really getting somewhere.
Off again and awhile later the garlic gets chopped and the green onions added.
On and on it goes, and sometimes I lose interest in the whole thing and put it in the fridge until tomorrow. If the hunger is strong enough, I finish it and eat it.
OMG!!! Blogger let her in!
Etta James!!! Yes! Oh oh oh.
Astrid!
Irma Thomas!
Sorry for the delay jm. My computer jammed on the VH1 site. Irma Thomas, the QUEEN of NOLA. Love her spirit!
Astrid
Oh I'm used to the delays.
We have identical taste in music. This is a treat. A big treat. Just talking about is makes me feel the spirit of it all. I'm beginning to feel like I can't wait to get back out.
I've been bursting out in song spontaneously lately, and this is the clue I've been looking for. These talks with you help so much.
I feel the music rising again. It's so much a part of me.
And don't worry about delays. You can respond now, later, or never. Whatever the machines say. Although I would be heartbroken if it were never.
"Doesn't that mean entering the material realm and finishing like everyone is supposed to do?"
Well, it's delivering an experience to someone else, or sharing one. So there is that thing about rhythms of time, barriers and connections.
Some people start at the beginning and go step-by-step to the end, some nibble around the edges, and some push their way out from the middle.
I usually start at the end and work backwards until I've started. LOL!
"So i gave it up and now it is all, just as you so eloquently say, process, just life unfolding."
Surrender is the word that comes to mind. It makes room for spontaneity and serendipity, even in the midst of the procedural.
Well, just after I wrote "Surrender is..." above, I decided to randomly flip open the yoga book that I am reading. And here we are, a section titled "Surrender." :-) Enlightment happens when the seeker stops seeking, it says. (Hmm, maybe that's when one starts finding!)
Surrender, the magic gap where the manager relinquishes control. And then all the pieces come together, because they're all vital, charged, imbued with purpose and life. It isn't that plans and itineraries are imposed on things.
The book quotes a psychologist, Swami Ajaya: "Development does not proceed from the bototm up like building a house, but from the top down, as consciousness calls us forward into being. We grow upside-down, as it were. A person's growth is directed by his future."
I usually start at the end and work backwards until I've started. LOL!
:-D
Suits my mood tonight!!!
So, willpower and force would be pushing from below, whereas the way that flows is to allow oneself to be guided or pulled from above (or from ahead) by that which is emerging. The potential, vision, ideal, implicate order, high self or divine self -- or whatever we may want to call it in a particular context.
"Suits my mood tonight!!!"
Dessert first! LOL
Dessert first! LOL
I did that recently. At a restaurant no less! :-)
We grow upside-down, as it were.
These days, I'm not always sure which side is up or down! :-P Or left or right or centre or edge!!!
(Don't mind me. Insomnia. I should be in bed!)
"These days, I'm not always sure which side is up or down! :-P Or left or right or centre or edge!!!"
Sounds rather amoeboid. :-)
"(Don't mind me. Insomnia. I should be in bed!)"
Mm, bed. I'm heading as soon I'm done getting my project ready for the morning. And then it'll be time for me also to make like an amoeba, and split.
These are such beautiful posts tonight. Thankyou all so much for putting it out here. I can dream now.
I'm not tired at all, and it's really late here, but alas, my computer is. Good night and sweet dreams to you.
Astrid
amoeba
hmm... yes...
Good luck with your project, and sweet dreams...
Signing off now... ..........
'Night everyone! ..........
usually start at the end and work backwards until I've started. LOL!
Double LOL!!
Well, it's delivering an experience to someone else, or sharing one
Of course. Finish I will. Thanks for this.
Development does not proceed from the bottom up like building a house, but from the top down, as consciousness calls us forward into being. We grow upside-down, as it were. A person's growth is directed by his future."
Fantastic kad.
Surrender is Pisces and the Sun went in today. Top take me!
Astrid. Sweet dreams to you. Thank you so much for your warm loving input. And all that music.
'nite jane. Thank you, my wild Canadian love, for your endless energy input.
So, willpower and force would be pushing from below, whereas the way that flows is to allow oneself to be guided or pulled from above
Going to ponder this. Will power is on my mind. It's really an illusion but one we sometimes need. We push, but really don't control.
Calling all amoeboids!!
Calling all amoeboids!!!
Get to bed now!!
Only the real insomnomaniacs are allowed to stay up.
And sweet dreams to astrid's (((computer))).
And then it'll be time for me also to make like an amoeba, and split.
LOL.
Your wild Canadian love's eyes are so friggin wide open, I don't know how she is ever gonna fall asleep!!!
Lullaby me to sleep???
Or something!!!!
She's still thinking about that bridge she needs to burn, but just can't bring herself to light that match.
Jane. The blowtorch.
With my SN in Scorp I've burned them all. Easy as pie. I need to learn to grasp, hold, and maybe even not torch every bridge.
I wish I could send the burning skill to you right now. If you don't do it, satisfaction will elude you.
My SN Taurus today is doing the same thing. Clinging to a relationship that is getting worse by the day.
The blowtorch.
I know, I know.
But like you, sometimes I have torched too fast, or for the wrong reason.
Lutin says something... lemme go get it...
Clinging to a relationship that is getting worse by the day.
Maybe we can have a joint blowtorching moment. ~sigh~
Lutin, page 315, 3rd paragraph
(It's in the chapter on Pisces. Note that my 2H is anchored in Pisces. And that the 'relationship' I need to blowtorch is with 'Heregone' (I call her), Ms Venus/Merc in 12H who's forever here gone here gone here gone gone gone... amongst other issues.)
Lutin:
"Are you being generous when you allow people their transgressions, trespasses, crimes, and misdemeanors and take them into your arms again without bitterness or rancor? Or is that what they call codependence these days?"
I tend to suffer from the Stockholm Syndrome. "It's not her fault. This horrrible horrible thing happened to her etc etc and ~somebody's~ gotta love her... I would want somebody to love ~me~ if it were me ... blah blah blah... Heck, I'm no bouquet of roses myself and I'm glad there are those who love me regardless..." You know... I get to thinking like that... "Forgive as you would want to be forgiven" and all that crap...
the burning skill
Oh I have it alright. Have used it aplenty, like I said.
ONCE I make up my mind, I have no prob. It's getting there. To the point of decision. It's easy in ~some areas~ of my life. Not so easy in others.
Timing. You'll do it. Now I've got to go and do new charts.
Happy charting! Electric blanket is on. Off I go!
Hello. I really like your stuff, and I really like your pictures. I've got NN in Scorpio. Like others have said, putting it in a book would be good. (Then you'd be a REAL astrologer. Joke.) I've linked you to my blog - which I think started around when yours did.
Astro, Thank you so much for the compliment, book encouragement and the link. I would love to be REAL!! My Ruler Mars conjunct Neptune would argue otherwise though.
It's a great joy to communicate with astrologers like this. I particularly liked your post on Buddhism. And I also was interested in your Saturn in Sag and recent statements about God.
I'll be over to say hello, and get a REAL perspective from an detached Aquarian. Much needed. And a link I can add to my blog... a rare occerrence..:-)
<< Home